Love Brittany

Hitting rock bottom, and starting over now.

July 9, 2010 11:28 am

Late but Goals for July :)

  1. Run a mile without stopping. NO WALKING
  2. NO sneaking food, Sounds weird but I would wait till no one was around and eat like a pig then, I felt less guilty.
  3. More Veggies
  4. Sugar and flour, be gone!
  5. lots and lots of water.
  6. work-out every day .
  7. No laying in bed till 11 and going to bed at 4. Normal sleeping time.
  8. Tumblr more and more , making it my motivation for now
  9. OH! and no eating after seven

11:22 am

beganing again

I started a tumblr months ago, and never have really posted anything on it, and still didn’t make any life changes. Now I am at my heaviest, look in mirror and don’t see myself and I am so freaking depressed over the fact that I just let myself go this far. I have people all around me telling me that I can do it or whatever but its like it had not clicked in my head and until today, I need to lose weight, I need to stop being lazy and saying I will start tomorrow. I hit rock bottom when I am eating four corn bread muffins that I made for my husband last night within an hour of waking up and making cookie dough while he is sleeping. SO I am giving it all up making goals and plan on reaching some of them and not giving up on myself anymore.

So here we go…