Hitting rock bottom, and starting over now.
I started a tumblr months ago, and never have really posted anything on it, and still didn’t make any life changes. Now I am at my heaviest, look in mirror and don’t see myself and I am so freaking depressed over the fact that I just let myself go this far. I have people all around me telling me that I can do it or whatever but its like it had not clicked in my head and until today, I need to lose weight, I need to stop being lazy and saying I will start tomorrow. I hit rock bottom when I am eating four corn bread muffins that I made for my husband last night within an hour of waking up and making cookie dough while he is sleeping. SO I am giving it all up making goals and plan on reaching some of them and not giving up on myself anymore.
So here we go…